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Buried in Wicked Light

by Lily Maase & the Reckoning

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1.
Whatever gets you through the night Whatever keeps you from the cold Whatever tears you from the light Whatever gets you low Whatever shields you from the storm Whatever keeps you feeling whole Whatever leaves you feeling warm I'll be anything you ask me to I'll give you anything If you can take the pain Of all this living away Bring me a new pain Wipe out the old pain I'll be anything I'll do anything Whatever gets you through the night Whatever keeps you from the cold Whatever tears you from the light I need a new drug Cause all the old drugs They started feeling the same I need a new man With a firmer hand And you don't even have to know my name I'll be anything you ask me to When the day is done When I'm back out on the run I'll be the one When the day is done When I'm back out on the run I'll be the one who used you more When the day is done (whatever gets you through the night) When I'm back out on the run (whatever keeps you from the cold) I'll be the one (whatever steals you from the light, whatever gets you low) When the day is done (whatever gets you through the night) When I'm back out on the run (whatever keeps you from the cold) I'll be the one (whatever steals you from the light) I'll be the one who used you more I need a new drug Cause all the old drugs They started feeling the same I need a new man With a firmer hand And you don't have to know me I need a new drug Cause all the old drugs They started feeling the same I need a new man With a firmer hand And you don't even have to know my name I'll be anything you ask me to
2.
Demon 06:10
Little darling I will cut you in the night I will leave you where you fall Little darling I will steal you from the light And I will leave you Oh my darling I will bleed you in the night And you will lie right where you fall Little darling With your eyes all shut so tight They will never hear you call Little darling I will cut you in the night I will leave you where you fall Little darling I will steal you from the light And I will leave you I will throw you to the ground I will peel you from your skin I will lock your pain inside of me I will climb inside your bones I will eat your will to live Can't you see? You can leave me but I'll never leave you Little darling I will leave where you fall
3.
1975 08:32
There was a night I walked away From every truth I'd ever known I followed the light til I found my way I built this universe alone I am the force that brings the flood The fury of waves you can't control I am the debt you left unpaid I'm coming home now, I'll swallow you whole The one who walked alone No longer on my own There is a price we all must pay When we choose to take the smoother road I am the darkness that breaks the day I am the lesson you will learn I am the storm, I leave light in my wake The child of the witch you didn't burn The one who walks alone Watch your ass, I'm coming home
4.
And I left you lying there, alone In your own sweet blood Til the eagles took your stare And your bones all turned to mud And I said little girl, baby girl, darling girl Your mother's come To take you home Little girl, baby girl, darling girl Now you'll never Be alone And I left you lying there And I left you lying there And I left you lying there, alone ‘Cause I've been buried in wicked light for too long I've been buried, I've been buried for so long I've been buried in wicked light for too long You know the pull is just too strong So it goes, the life I know Is headed for the end of the road So they say, we all must face the day alone At the end of the road Turn away, just turn away and go It's the end of the road It's the end, it's the end, it's the end Of the road
5.
Today an old lover passed me by I was waiting on the train I can still feel his hand along my thigh But I can't recall his namep
 He said girl, I haven't seen you in a while Are you at the same old game? I said boy, you couldn't catch me if you tried But I'm running all the same
 They'll only tell you They'll only tell you They'll only tell you Throw your money on the ground
 I ran out to my papa  He said girl, you got to make it on your own For I awoke an old man And now it's been a lifetime since you've grown
 If you insist on running down these roads That take you far from home Don't you come a knocking when you wake up And find yourself alone
 They'll only tell you They'll only tell you They'll only tell you Throw your money on the ground I ran out to the desert To see if I could find my own way home When I got there, the mountains were on fire And the fields were made of stone
 Out of the ashes came a man Stumbling and alone And he said, what a sight for my sore eyes I've just lost the only home I've ever known
 In I said, even when these walls fall down At least you have a place to call your home Even when these walls fall down At least you have a place to call your own Even when these walls fall down At least you have a place to lay your bones They'll only tell you They'll only tell you They'll only tell you Throw your money on the ground
6.
Release Me 06:36
And I went down to the valley And I laid your bones to rest You never told me what you wanted But Lord knows I've done my best And I went down to the valley Like I promised I would go And I like to think you were waiting there But you know, and I know, we'll never know for sure I'll see you again, when the flood clears But what about all these years With the storm just rolling in I'll see you again, when the flood clears I'll sail through this fear Like a ship without a port And I went out to the desert And I laid my head to rest And I tried my best to make the shaking stop To find the grace of God To do what must come next I'll see you again, when the flood clears But what about all these years With the storm just rolling in I'll see you again, when the flood clears I'll sail through this fear Like a ship without a port And I walked down to main street Of this goddamn tiny town Packed your things and drove east to the river with my sister And prayed to God that we would drown somehow Got back to the city, and nobody missed me And I tried my damndest to breathe Got hit in the street by a man younger than me Who said ‘this land is my land now, and you have to leave’ So release me won't you release me Release me Oh God, release me Won't you let me go I can't watch this anymore So release me won't you release me Oh God, release me Release me Won't you let me go

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a rock opera about damage, courage, loss and letting go

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released July 11, 2022

Andrey 'Cheggi' Chegodaev - lead vocals
Lily Maase - composition, backing vocals, all guitars
Don W Berger - electric bass
Curt Garey - drums

Commissioned by Spark & Echo Arts
Produced by Lily Maase with Jeff Cook for Handmaid Music.
Recorded by Jeff Cook at Linden Underground in Brooklyn NY, 2017
Additional recording by Lily Maase, 2020.
Mixed by Jeff Cook at Linden Underground.
Mastered by Scott Hull at Masterdisk NYC

Copyright 2022 Handmaid Music

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Lily Guarneros Maase Los Angeles, California

Lily Guarneros Maase is a Mexican-American guitarist, composer and pedagogue exploring the relationships between genre, gender and cultural identity through the lens of improvisation and popular music. She was hatched in Corrales, New Mexico, educated in Texas, grew wings in New York and finally settled in
Los Angeles where she teaches at CalArts and LACM.
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